[Intro]
Could you imagine?
Somebody sharing his wild-ass thoughts over the wild-ass menacing beat by Metro Boomin?
Yeah, I do this only because I want to fucking share

[Hook]
I wish my knife was fucking sharp enough
So that I’d make another fucking cut
I say a bunch of suicidal stuff
It’s all because I fucking hate that crap
I wish my knife was fucking sharp enough
So that I’d make another fucking cut
I say a bunch of suicidal stuff
It’s all because I fucking hate that crap

[Verse]
That motherfucker talkin’ shit again
What? So fucking relevant
"13 Reasons Why" ain’t fucking done but Hannah’s heaven sent
Now she’s fucking dead, placed in a coffin
Saw her blood that led
To place of self-destruction, motherfucker, Glock right by my head
Not giving a fuck ‘bout the fuckers who suffer
From personal life or the problems with drugs
I been through that shit, if you heard some of pieces
Of lyrics of mine you don’t have any doubt
Gave up at the morning while standing on roof of my dorm
Motherfucker, was ready to jump
Right after my second dropout, after losing
The solidest chance to get up and blow up
Four years almost gone, got me a new phone
The album is done, pocket full of the stones
Said "fuck the career", try to live on my own
Flip a bird to my past ‘cause I gotta stay strong
My mom will not cope with my jump from the window
Or slitting the wrists, that will kill her, I know
If honestly that are the only of reasons
That still make me live, stay alive and don’t go
But my fucking hunger that used to stay permanent
In my teen years went away with the smoke
Said "fuck it" to cigs, got addicted to drinking
To hookah and hookers, guess I’ll never know
What happiness is, what it is to be loved
By the one that you love, and you know it for sho’
Fuck hall of fame, just let me never return
To the town that these bitches still think I belong
I’m just a dumb motherfucker without any relevant skills
Tell me what should I do
When I graduate and immediately cross a line
Get to shit that I never been through?
The badlands of life looking like fucking limbo
Must fuck the whole game up, guns must be akimbo
You still think I’m able to build me a kingdom?
That’s what on my mind, wish I knew what to do

[Hook]
I wish my knife was fucking sharp enough
So that I’d make another fucking cut
I say a bunch of suicidal stuff
It’s all because I fucking hate that crap
I wish my knife was fucking sharp enough
So that I’d make another fucking cut
I say a bunch of suicidal stuff
It’s all because I fucking hate that crap