[Intro]
It's not for the record
I can't live this way
I fucking care

[Verse 1]
So this is it, this is what the fuck I wished for
I never thought I could perform
In front of public, getting paid as fuck
This medal got a lot of sides, it's hard
You know I never tried to be obscene
My childish dream was just go beat up scene
I tried to do my motherfucking best
I was like cuckoo flying over nest
Huh, I got some problems on my fucking mind
I'm alcoholic, violent and bad
I got a lot of fucking words to say
That my confession, you done hear me say
That I can murder you in 50 ways
Leave you butt-naked with the shades of grey
But fuck this shit, you want the truth?
Huh, I'll give you choices, up to you to choose

[Hook]
You can be happy 'cause I'm alright
I feel like heaven, I'm hard to find
I got a lot of problems on my fucking mind
I don't want to be here, I'm standing outside
You can be happy 'cause I'm alright
I feel like heaven, I'm hard to find
I got a lot of problems on my fucking mind
I don't want to be here, I'm standing outside, yeah

[Verse 2]
These fucking lyrics coming from my heart
I never thought it would have been so hard
Light a cigarette, that's smoke and mirrors
Look so fucking good with the smoke in mirrors
Sometimes I'm getting writer's block
These are the days I'm feeling broke as fuck
I drink a lot to calm the pain
I smoke a blunt to bust my brain
Watching movies with the sound off
Getting high and trying to get the dough
Rhyming simple words to make the lyrics
Simple words and punching lines, a motherfucking cynic
I think I will never be happy
My father died when I was a kid, it's so fucking crappy
I'm not so cruel as I can seem, believe me
And for the violence that I caused... Please forgive me

[Hook]
You can be happy 'cause I'm alright
I feel like heaven, I'm hard to find
I got a lot of problems on my fucking mind
I don't want to be here, I'm standing outside
You can be happy 'cause I'm alright
I feel like heaven, I'm hard to find
I got a lot of problems on my fucking mind
I don't want to be here, I'm standing outside, yeah

[Verse 3]
I guess I sound the fucking same
Make different songs, but words are still insane
Without any progress in the lyrics
To tell the truth, I don't fucking need it!
You looking at me now and you can see my past
I think I look just like my fucking dad
I tried to make the music sound grimy
But now I keep on smoking Captain Black and keep my rhyming
I got a lot of stories on my mind
Sometimes I wish I was deaf, dead or blind
Can't stand the cruelty of modern world
Now here come the final words
I didn't want to cause the anger, madness or the pain
I wanted just to be yourself, I am the one to blame
I guess I will never get wealth
So I think the best for me is just to kill myself

[Hook]
You can be happy 'cause I'm alright
I feel like heaven, I'm hard to find
I got a lot of problems on my fucking mind
I don't want to be here, I'm standing outside
You can be happy 'cause I'm alright
I feel like heaven, I'm hard to find
I got a lot of problems on my fucking mind
I don't want to be here, I'm standing outside, yeah

[Outro]
*Sound of a gun being loaded*
*Gunshot*